"Being real with thy self"

Let's get real, it's Friday, it's raining, I want to go home get a blanky and turn on my Netflix till 2030....funny not funny.

Yes my Friday started of this way.

I started with major insecurity issues at 6am, before the coffee could kick in, ughhhhh!

My boyfriend joked with a young girl and that was enough to put me over. Over what I already came in with.

How so often we are over it and all our partner has to do or say is a WORD, any word, any look, anything.

Can we agree that we can get a little crazy at times.

I know my crazy, I'm well aware of it kicking in and do my best to put myself in time out. But not just in time out corner

but time out with God.

As I mentined I had come in already at 6 feeling insecure. In fact all get real, I've been feeling like this all week. This over-

the top feeling set me over to where my craziness went rampid. Non-stop chatter in my head of how I didn't deserve or wasn't

enough. Over and over again.

"Then the Holy Spirit began to remind me of all the good things this week and all the funny things I experienced with my boyfriend."

I had to get so honest with myself and pray this out. Lord were is this coming from. Lord show me your kindness and mercy. I tucked

myself into him and just prayed. Lord I know that this isn't from you, remind me again of who I am.

You are beautiful, worthy and accepted!!!

Oh Holy spirit, take the lies away...Thank you for getting real with me!

Being completly open and vulnerable was the first step this morning. I had to get real with myself and God. I had to get to where I could see the lie. I had to surrender through prayer. I had to say Jesus I need you right now because this ugly lie is trying to wreck me. I know this is old but it's time for it to go..

As women of God, we encounter and face things we never thought of. Like our insecurities, if we are living a Godly life it's healthy to want to heal areas within us that are not in alignment with God's truth. There should be no shame talking with a good friend or mentor to help you break through the lies. And the work of the Lord will continue till we go to heaven.

I believe in being real. I believe in getting past the lies. I believe you are worth it to get help and see you for you. The way God sees us.

May this bless you and help you get real with yourself.

Blessings, prayers and much love,

Angie